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I just got back from a friend’s house where we watched Exile on Main St. It’s her first time going through the series, so she saw it for the first time. Watching her face and seeing her reactions was entertaining enough… but this time it finally clicked for me exactly why I ship Dean/Lisa.
That episode fills every Dean/Lisa shipper with all the feels… and for obvious reasons. We get to see them live their apple pie life… but we also see how miserable Dean is. You can see it ALL OVER his face… not to mention that montage at the beginning spells it out so perfectly. But nonetheless… Dean had a family. It wasn’t perfect… but it was a family.
Family’s always been the most important thing to Dean, which is funny when you think about it… Because Dean’s never really had a proper family. I mean… he did once. The first four and three fourths years of his life… but does that really count? When it actually mattered, his family wasn’t really a family. His father was a drill sergeant. His brother was the baggage and the resistance… and he was what? The protector of the baggage? The student of the drill sergeant? The soldier? Notice how none of these are son. And as for brother… his brother’s heaven is the times in their childhood when he left. (NOTE: I’m not trying to Sam hate here… merely explaining Dean’s emotional point of view… empathizing with Dean)
So Dean’s the ultimate family man who never had a family. In Exile on Main St. Samuel tells Dean he reminds him of Mary because of her desire for the apple pie life… But there’s a huge difference between Mary and Dean that Samuel doesn’t realize… Mary wanted to be out of the life. Dean wants a family. Sure, if Dean had a family the way Mary did, he might want to be out of the life. But the life is inescapable to Dean really. He’s already in it, and he’ll always carry it with him. What’s important here is the family.
So I ship Dean/Lisa because it gave him the family he deserves. I’m not delusional. I know Dean was more in love with the idea of Lisa rather than Lisa herself. Just like I know Lisa was more in love with this version of Dean both of them wanted him to be than Dean himself. And that’s why they never say they love each other in canon.
Being a Dean/Lisa shipper doesn’t mean I think they love each other. It doesn’t mean I think they’re right for each other. It means I want what they want. Them to be a family. Both of them… In Exile on Main St. Lisa tells Dean that what she wanted most of all was for Ben to have a man to look up to, like a dad. She wanted Ben to have a dad… She wanted the family. Dean wanted a family too. And that’s why they worked at all in that year. That’s why it was the best year of Lisa’s life. Because they were a family. Complete with crazy problems and dysfunction.
And all of this is not to mention how badly I want Ben to have a dad. And how sure I am that no matter how many times she said it, Lisa was lying about Ben not being Dean’s because of the hunting life… and because she knew it would kill Dean to hear the truth. Not because he had a kid he had to be responsible for and he didn’t want to take responsibility… But because he hadn’t been responsible for Ben for so long and he didn’t know how to do that without putting him in danger.
In the end, Lisa/Dean doesn’t mean perfection. It doesn’t mean cute little family life. It doesn’t mean smiles. It means messy. It means problems none of us could imagine. It means dysfunction… but above all, it means family. And that is so what I want for my Dean. A family.


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